Well this week was pretty good! We are finding more and more people to teach. We found a super sweet young couple, part-member family. He is less active and she is not a member. They lost a child a few years ago and it really shook their faith in God. They have 2 small children now, one is a super cute infant baby. :0) But we were able to teach them the Restoration focusing on God' s love for His children and it went really well. Sister Rodda is just getting better and better and more confident in her teaching, its such a joy to see her grow! :) We were even able to invite him to say the closing prayer and HE SAID IT, it was awesome, it was the first vocal prayer he said in a long time, it was simple, but so perfect. So that was a blessing.
Then "C", who was supposed to get baptized in December but has like, no support from her family, or especially her boyfriend who is Catholic and thinks our church is of the devil - so she got scared. But I sent her a letter last week that was like 5 pages and it was all my testimony and my experiences. She texted us and said she wanted to meet and we talked all about recognizing the spirit. She said she wants to come back to the Mormon church, but she is scared because of the negativity of her family. Her other concern was she said she keep praying for an answer and just hasn't received it. She said if she is going to give up her family and her boyfriend over a religion, she NEEDS a confirmation from God that it is right.
This made me think of when I was deciding to go on a mission or not. I remember I started getting some subtle promptings, when I was away at school, but I kept pushing them off. Then they came stronger and so then I began to pray. The thought of serving TERRIFIED me. I was still barely gaining a testimony for the first time in my life on my own, away from home, making my own decisions. I still felt like a newbie in the gospel. The though of serving brought me much anxiety, what about school, what about my friends? What about my family, how will I pay for this?? It all overwhelmed me. So I felt similar to "C", if I am going to give so much up and make this huge step, I NEED a confirmation that its right. I was so frustrated as I kept praying and asking 'Yes or No God, tell me yes or no'. And feeling like I got nothing. I remember sitting in the Rexburg temple parking lot, in tears. I called Dad and was telling him all my frustrations.
(I am SOOO forever grateful for the counsel he gave that day) but he said "instead of saying tell me tell me tell me, make a decision, present it God, and then just pray to feel peace. Sometimes God just trusts us enough to make our own decisions." LIGHTBULB. So I did just that. I sat in the temple. I prayed and said "Okay Heavenly Father, I am scared to go on a mission, I am scared to leave my family and my friends, but I think this is right. I am going to go ahead and go, if this is right, help me feel peace, if this is wrong, direct me another way!" And then I waited. And the answer didn't come at first, it didn't even come until the last 5 minutes of me sitting in the chapel and then WHOOOSH, I just felt an undeniable peace, overwhelming peace. After I was through in the temple, I sat in the foyer and wrote ALL my experiences from all the "coincidences" I had happen that made me think of a mission, all the impressions, my prayers, my experience in the temple and after about 7 pages later I realized God had been telling me to go on a mission for quite some time, I just had difficulty recognizing it.
I shared this experience with "C" and hoped it helped her in how she is feeling now.
Okay, remember the single mom last week that we had a SUPER spiritual lesson with? We were able to go back and meet her sweet daughter. She is in 8th grade and she is experiencing some really bad bullying. She hasn't gone to school for weeks. As we met and talked with her, I just felt so much love for her. It was like a little taste of what God feels for all his children, I'm sure. I just loved this sweet girl, and I barely new her. I wanted to wrap her up and hug her and love her and protect her from the world, I wanted nothing more than to take that pain away and make everything okay. It was a really neat experience. Sister Rodda and I shared Alma 26 with her and we both felt the spirit just so strong.
Alma 26:27 - "Now when our hearts were depressed, and we were about to turn back, behold, the Lord comforted us, and said: Go amongst thy brethren, and bear with patience thine afflictions, and I will give unto you success."
And then we we talked about how they felt much like she did:
28 "And now behold, we have come, and been forth amongst them; and we have been patient in our sufferings, and we have suffered every privation...and we have been cast out, and mocked, and spit upon, and smote upon our cheeks; and we have been stoned, and taken and bound with strong cords, and cast into prison... And we have suffered all manner of afflictions."
We related these scriptures to how she was feeling, and how when we want to give up, because life is just too hard, turn to The Lord, and He will comfort us. Just hold on and endure those trials for a little while and our Heavenly Father will pull us through it. I was just teary the whole lesson, it was really tender.
Finally, we had our zone conference yesterday, and it was my last one ever, which was so sad. They always have the missionaries going home leave with their testimonies, so I had to go up there and bear my "go home" testimony as they call it. And since it was alphabetically and there were like 20 of us, I was one of the last ones. I cried before I got up, I cried in my testimony and cried when I sat down. It was not pleasant. Lol! But I really felt the spirit so strong. Oh! And they had this obedience contest/questionnaire thing, where they read these questions and all the missionaries are standing and you stay standing if you can answer yes to the questions, the last ones get a prize! They start off with questions like "did you floss this morning" "did you make your bed this whole week" then they get trickier like "did you bear testimony in all teaching appointments" "did you clean your car on pday" all this stuff, and yeah - its individual not companionship and Sister Rodda and I both separately won! Ha ha
Oh and the Seahawks of course are in the superbowl, so the crowds are gettin wild around here. Seahawk stuff EVERYWHERE. :)
THE LETTERS FROM HOME WERE GREAT. Derek was the sweetest, counting down the days till I got home. I got teary in our Relief Society meeting on Sunday thinking about him. This lady talked about being 8 years old holding her baby brother and just wanting to forever protect him. I instnantly thought of little D. I was 8 when he was born and I got to help change diapers and hold him and love him and play with him. I have always had a special spot in my heart for him and wanted to just protect him. It just got me teary, LOL! Love this little man!
Mom, you asked what to send during my last month...do a package with the pumpkin muffins again! WE ANNIHILATED THOSE IN ONE DAY! I swear they were still warm and moist. We were fasting that day - broke our fast, checked the mail on the way to dinner and just INHALED those. Good thinking, mom! LOL!
Love you all!
Sister Wawro
PICTURES:
People LOVE their Seahawks! :)
We hit our dates!
We met a guy that had a 12th man flag that ALL the players have signed!
He hasn't missed a game in like 20 years or something. Crazy! :)
FAMILY PIC!
The ones on both sides of me are missionaries I trained, and then Sister Oswald is training now too!!
Seahawk shirts...only $13.50 at Target! :)
I have now got Sister Rodda into the 'smash book' frenzy :) ;)
This is what our P-day consisted of!